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Friday, May 27, 2005
ha|z..baCk


hMm..jUz nW..kr|stY sCo|d mE hOngStEr..aM i rea|i a hOngSter..ha|z..i duNnoe..ha|z..mE rea|i saD aNd aNgrY..ha|z..y moI |ife |s |yK t|s de..whYYY ??
whYY mUz i sUffer sO mUch..whYy mUz i wEnt thOuGh a|| t|s..i duN n|d a naBe|..duN |abe| mE..|f u tRusT mE..sTay w|f mE..|f duN trUst mE..faRk OFf..hMm..frEnz..|f u rEaD t|s..aNd t|nk i aM a hOngSter..te|| mE..ha|z..i wi|| gO ref|ect mYse|f..i wi|| haTe mOi owN..ha|z..tC gUys..mE tm| gOing sPark..bUt sHe t|nk i gO tHErE wOO gEr..wTf..mE gO thErE enJoy |orx..ha|z..nYte..tC..

i love you @ 1:01 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
yOz..baCk frM cha|et |e..



i love you @ 11:44 AM
yOz..baCk frM thE cha|et |e..


hMm..nW thE t|me iS 2.45 am..shOu|d bE mOndaY 23.05.05 bA..s|anZ |oRx..jUz reAcH hM nOt |oNg..deN gO baTh..thUrsDay gO cha|et..deN hoNg zAi aNd aH cHun theY a|| gO stEa| biKe..deN thEy gOiNg chaNg| deN kaNa stOp bY po|ice..deN har| kaNa cAuGht baCk 2 po|ice sTaTiOn..deN kaNa caSe |orx..wAo |ao..chAleT o|so cNt enJoy.. hMm..deN i toN tHe whOle nYte..pLay daI dee..w|n soMe moNey..deN moRn|ng 6.30 i gO pOm pOm deN gO maC eaT |e..t|nk i aM thE 1st t|me sO eAr|y gO eat maC |orx..deN gO baCk cha|eT s|eep aWhi|e..deN p|ay x-bOx..deN gO whIte sAnd bUy bbQ fOod..hMm..deN bbQ..deN mY gaN di Di x|ao bAi cuM..deN iN thE eNd..i aSk wEi jIE..roN..sAm..yUreN..zhAng..Jian weN..wi|sOn anD eDwiN a|| cUm..|olx..beCome mY chaLet s|a..deN tOn..deN thE neXt daY..i gO hM chANge..deN baTh..deN gO juroNg eAst..iCe sKAtEr |orx..deN aRd 8+ gO hM..deN bEr| tRieD Lorx..deN tOdaY gO woRk..kaNa sColD mY maNager |orx..sAe i nO mOOd 2 woRk..deN lOok sO s|anz..wAO |ao..2 daYs nV slEep deN gO iCe sKate..aSk dEm gO trY |ahx..kNn..kPkB...s|aNz..ha|z..whErE iS mY |uv ?? whErE iS mY DreaM..? nTh gD iS haPPen aRd mE..sIaNz..y mY |ife iS |yk t|s de..diD i owN thE heaVen..dID i dO sMth wROng ?? Y neHx ?? ha|z..hOpe a|| mY frEnz a|| dOing wEll..tC..m|z yA..mUaCkx..

i love you @ 2:44 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
eXaM f|n|sh |e..re|ax..


tOdaY eXam f|n|sh |e..caN gO re|ax |e..hMm..s|anz..nTh 2 dO..nW toKing tO mY gaN di dI aNd mAyEh |n mSn..deN i b|uFf maYeh i gOiNg bOy hOme..sHe |yk kEeP sAe mE |orx..duNnO hOw 2 t|nK..deN sHe sAe sHe wi|| m|z mE..|olx..hMm..s|anx..Luv sUx...ha|z..tm| gO cHa|et..hMm..wUn bE on|ine fOR 3 daYs..u gUys duN m|z mE 2 mUch woRx..haHa..mE bRb hOrx..cNt b|amE..iF nOt i nT coI ahBoY |e..=PpP
hMm..nTh haPPen |n mY |ifE sPecIa| |orx..s|anz..tC woRx..sEe yA..bUaI Bua|..XxMuaCkxX

i love you @ 11:58 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
ha|z..|one|y gUy |n |one|y wOr|d


thEsE FeW daYs..m3 r3a|i gO t|nK..ha|z..s|anx..i aM a |iar..i aM a FlIrt..i nW dEn nOe..hMm..ha|z..y mUz heaVen sO uNfaiR 2 mE..hMm..ha|z..i aM sRy..i nOe i hUrt a|ot oF gEr..i aM sSry..i nOe mY mIStaKe..ha|z..hMm..wEd eXam |e..deN ho|iday..ha|z..sO tRieD..tOdaY a gEr cUm mY woRkIng p|ace..deN paSs mE a nOte.sAe wAn 2 makE frEnz..deN i rMb iS yTd nYte i woRkiNg..deN go wEdd|ng mA..den tHE geR cuM thE wEdd|ng de..deN sHE sAe waN maKe frenZ..L diaO..hMm..s|anz..tC a| mY frENz..muaCkx..

i love you @ 11:51 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
s|anz.s|ng|e |iao..


hMm..Ytd nIte..mE aNd KrIsTy bRk |e..hMm..i o|so duNnoe y i wiLL asK hEr bRk wiF mE..maYbe bEcos i tOO sAd ba..i Mean..mayBe i wAs 2 mUch oLso..duN let heR dO tiS..dO tat..ha|z..i aM sRy..i Cnt w|f u haPPinEss..i aM sRy taT wE on|i |aSt 2 wEek..dEn mE i coI huI hUi..sHe tOK 2 mE thE whOle nIte..tHX woRx..maKe hEr cNt s|eep..hMm..deN gOt toK to zhI hUi oLso..sHe aRx..wAO laO..kEep chAngiNg hP..ppL gOt mOney maHx..mE sTilL sTrEss aBt tIs mOnth hP biLL..tiNk alOt lOrx..ha|z..Luv sUx..|ife mOre sUx..hMm..sHe iS mY 26 eX |e..aFter sTeaD wIF hEr..mE deN nOe tat i coNtro| mY sTead a|ot..aNd i aM a baD sTead..rEa|i..tIs is frM tHE bOtToM oF mY heart..i aM a bIg baD guY wiF a bIg baD Luv..ha|z..nTh gOne sMooth 4 mE t|s yR..ha|z..s|anz lOrx..nO wAN tO Luv mE..nO wAN 2 chEer mE uP..mE nW hEaRt sTill bRokEn |orx..i Noe sHE luv mE aLot..bUt..sHe nV msG mE tOday..ha|z...hOPe sHe a|rite nOrx..tC..wIsh aLL mY FreNz anD thEiR sTead wi|| |ast..duN bE Lyk mE..hOplEss guY |iao..

i love you @ 4:43 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
s|anz..Dar..i |uv u


mE anD Dear dEar go|ng 2 wEek |e..hMm..tOday wOrK whOle daY..deN soMeMorE iS mOthEr daY..fU*kIng s|anz |orX..sO mAn| ppl Cum..Lyk duN n|d mOneY 2 eaT de..hMm..m|z my DeaR dEar a|ot..hmM..sHe jUz ca|| mE..tok|ng 2 hEr nW oN thE foNe..Dear Dear..i wi|| a|wAys rEmEmBer t|s Day de..25.05.05..hOpe t|s r/s wi|| bE mY |aSt wAN |e..hMm..s|aNz |orx..tm| sTaRt |esSon aT 12..Can s|eeP Late..hAhA..fr|Day gO sPark deN kaNa ra|d Lorx..4 aRd 30 mIn to 1 hR..haha..mY Dear Dear 1sT t|me ch|ong w|f mE lorx..haha..hMm..mUz bE guAi k|a..cNt ch|ong 2 oFten..cNt smOke 2 mUch..aNd mUz qUit fOr thE saKe oF mY Dear Dear..hMm..t|nk stOp hErE |e..tOK tO mY deAr Dear oN foNe..tC a|| thE freNz..wAn shu| g|na 369..

i love you @ 11:35 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
nEw b|oG..nEw |iFe..


hMm..sRy woRx..sOo |oNg nV cUm uPdaTe mY b|og |e..hMm..cOSs |aZy maHx..aNd woRk maHx..deN bEr| tr|eD tO cUm |n o|so..mOst iMpt |s i o|so 4geT mY paSswOrD unt|l reCeNt|y i rMb aGa|n..hAhA..mE bEr| b|uR wOrx..tAt mE |ahX..yTd aNd tOdaY gOt eXaM i o|so 4geT..LuckY thE TeAcHer gOT he|p mE Lorx..iF nOt i t|nk i sUre fai| de nOrx..hMm..t|s feW mOnth rea|i haPPen a|ot oF th|ng..

mE nW iS atTaCh..tO a gEr naMe KriStY Lin sEe mIng..t|s yR 17..saMe bdaY w|f mE 15.11.88..sTuDy sEc 5 nW...hMM..tO mE..sHe iS thE drEaM gEr i haF bEen f|NdiNg..cOs shE wuN anGry w|f mE de..sHe wUn sCo|d mE de..sHe wuN g|f mE aTtituDe..ThX Dar..i |uv u..

tO mY eX x|ao jOy..i aM saD tO sAe taT mE aNd u caN on|i |ast 1 moNth p|us..hMm..bUt i rEa|i haF tIme mOmeNt w|f u..bUt..i rEa|i cNt sTanD uR aTtiTuDe..aNd i o|so cNt sTaNd u |ie 2 mE..i haTe |iar..bUt taT iS tHE paSt |e..nW u o|so gOt sTead |e..mUz cHEr|sh h|m

tO mY eX yAn tIng..hMm...tHeSe fEw mOntH..i t|nk u wEnt thOught a|ot oF shIt wIf hIm..bUt nW |s a|| oVEr |e..bUT deN nw u nOe h|s fee|ing 4 u iS rea| de..hMM..duN BE sAd.. i nOe u haF beComE mOre maTura| lE..aNd chAnge gD |e..hMm..w|sh u a|| thE beSt..aNd duN keeP t|o taI chI aNd pOn sCh arx...

tO mY eX zHi hUi..hMm...u haF wAit 4 mE 5 month 5 daYs |e..hMm..i rEa|i wOrth u 2 wAit mEhx..hMm..i nOT a n|ce guY |orx..duNnoe y u wAn 2 wAit..buT..hOpe u wiLL tiNk caRefuLly..iF gOt a gUy tAt u be|ieVe hE caN g|f u haPPinEss de..gO ahEaD w|f hIm..i wi|| fee| haPPy 4 u de..aNd a|| thE beSt 4 ur n |eveL..

tO mY eX hUi hUi..hMm..cHeaT bY guY agaIn aRx..mUz bE caRefu| wOrx..wHen u chOose uR sTead..maKe sUre thE gUy caN g|f u hApPinEss anD u caN trUst hiM de..duN anYhoW chOoSe anD hURt uRse|f agaIn..dOng mA..hMm..mUz taKe caRe aRx..

tO mY 331 bRotHEr..mUz taKe caRe..aLthOugh wE nVf mIt sO oFtEn Le..bUt 331 brOthEr wiLL a|wAys reMain In mY heart..

tO mY 369 brOthEr..wAn shUi g|na 369..wAN shUi kUntOng tOa paYoh..

sO sIanz...mE Later gOing cOi mY dar daR |e..tmL gOing wAtCh mOvie wiF mY daR daR den gO sPark..mE seLdom gO ch|oNg |e..gUai k|ia nW..haHa..t|nk sTop hEre |e..

i love you @ 11:34 PM
hMM..nEw b|og..nEw |iFe..



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